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Skyway avenue [Jun. 9th, 2010|03:51 am]


 Joyce, 16 and I Love singing.
The guy beside is my real brother and I love him.
Attached to Simon ang& I love him too :)
I ain't perfect. How about you?
Not using this Link anymore. Relink
@Joycie's Lj, chamberof-love.livejournal.com
or my blogger@ 
taste-ofperfection.blogspot.com 
:)


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(no subject) [Jul. 20th, 2009|11:17 pm]
[I'm @ |living room!]
[Feelin | disappointed]

I miss the past us, girl. We've drifted so much ..
Only when she's not around, we'll be like the past, sometimes?
Yes, i brought this upon myself by nt attending school..
But what to do? I really have no choice..
I'm not blaming you or whatever. I just feel sad ..
Now, you don't even bother to wait for me to go to
other classes together. You'll just walk and talk, laugh
happily with her. I'm sitting alone and you don't even care.
Unless there's some favor you need from me, like just now,
you asked to borrow something from me. 
You know how it feels, right? But you just ignore and enjoy.
Have any explanations or is it misunderstandings?
No, save it up, I don't wanna listen to anything.
If you really treasure us, you will not wait until I realised
everything then you come explaining things to me.
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Bang and then you go and die [Jun. 9th, 2009|03:40 am]
[Feelin | stressed]
[Listenin to |Second Chance- Faber drive]

So many thoughts running through my mind..
My brain and heart is feeling so tired :( :(
I wished, you were right beside me tonight, Love..
I miss you so much seriously and I really don't know how
to put it into words.. You guys won't understand how I feel...
One time, I'm feeling so happy with my life, all my dear friends
around me, always making my day.
Yet one time I just simply hope everyone could just take
off their masks and stop being sucha hypocrite ..
(doesn't applies to all!)
I'm tired of all these roller coaster emotions.
Having to see that the one I love so much leading sucha hard
life inside yet I'm outside enjoying myself and I can't
even fucking do a single thing about it.
Fuck off
 

 

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(no subject) [Jun. 5th, 2009|01:25 pm]
[Feelin | hopeful]

Love said he can't sleep on Wed night as he kept
thinking of my watery eyes. So touched, hehehehehez.
B, I hope what you've said will really happen,
I'll treasure those times with you, and I'll make every second count.
I love you!
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(no subject) [Jun. 1st, 2009|03:22 pm]
[Feelin | stressed]

When I'm on bus 853 home just now,
I thought of how you'll always send me home in the past,
how I'll wrap my hand around yours, lying on your shoulder..
Listening to your phone songs using earpiece..
The thing that you did and make my blood boil inside bus.
I always feel very angry with you when you say/do stupid things.
But after awhile, after you come and make me happy, I'll start smiling and hit you
When I'm angry or unhappy, you'll always make me happy yet at the same time angry
HAHAHAH I love you my cute and naughty Boyfriend.
And definitely, I miss you too..

 
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(no subject) [May. 27th, 2009|09:27 pm]
[I'm @ |room]
[Feelin | restless]

Seeing the sad and disappointed face of yours when your
father's reprimanding and saying how much troubles you bought,
I felt really helpless, I don't really understand what he's saying
But I know it's not something that anyone would like to hear.
I can't do anything to defend you, I can only sit and listen..
Love you B. :(
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(no subject) [May. 23rd, 2009|01:01 am]
[Feelin | determined]

 
2 more days to me and B's second monthsary!
Argh it's on fucking sunday and I can't even go to Qrp to visit him!!!
Have to wait for Monday, awwww!
The talks with Michi today, never ending man.
I know I repeat alot times but I don't care!!! I just want to say.
Michi you understand right! LOL
Really miss you calling me 亲爱的 okay. :(
You're still as cheeky as last time, like to disturb me!! :@
But I still love you B. Don't worry.  
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(no subject) [May. 21st, 2009|03:45 pm]
[Feelin | sleepy]
[Listenin to |Sugar]

Felt really sad when B told me that he misses his mother.
Seeing the sad and disappointed look on his face, it makes me feel like tearing..
B, I still rmb that I've promised you before I won't touch anything
unless you're around and I won't break this promise, ok?
Please don't think too much inside, no matter what, you still
have your father, your dear friends and me, always by your side!! :D
Good luck and see you tomorrow, B! 
Love lurbs luvz (L)
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(no subject) [May. 18th, 2009|01:48 am]
[Feelin | depressed]
[Listenin to |no more room to breathe- there for tomorrow]

I don't know what else to say except for,
I miss you real badly, B.
I love you.
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we both know the day will come. But I don't wanna leave you, [May. 17th, 2009|03:03 am]
[I'm @ |room]
[Feelin | sad]

During the 5 days of not seeing you, it really feels like hell for me
Really super happy when I see you on Friday, Baby.
I don't need another person to accompany me there,
I don't mind going there alone to visit you.
I don't care if the journey is long neither do I care if I'm tired or not.
I just wish that those 20 mins will only be spent by the both of us.
I miss you so much especially during weekends
I'll be thinking whr are we what we're doing what are we talking about
if you didn't so such things last month.
Sorry, I know I repeat alot of times, but it's really what I think of all the time.
When I was watching a show on Tv just nw, about ghost or something,
I just suddenly think of you, how I wish you're beside me just now.
Okay it's every minute and every second. That's the best thing man.
Next visit, Tuesday, tele-visit, 30 mins ^^
Love you, B. (K)
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Lost and insecure, [May. 9th, 2009|01:12 am]
[I'm @ |room]
[Feelin | depressed]
[Listenin to |You found me- The fray]

Came to realise, Baby's caught for 1 month already.
How time passes so quickly right!!
I'm shocked when I know it's the 9th of May today.
Sigh, how I wish tomorrow when I wake up,
I can see Baby sleeping beside me already.
Hope it's all only a dream, a long and hurtful nightmare
But I know, it's impossible.
I should have know all these will happen from the start
but, I never expect it to be so soon...
If only you're here all along, baby..
Do you know how much I miss you?
Do you know how depressed am I when I knew you're caught?
Do you know how I'm feeling everytime I went out?
I'll be thinking, if you're outside, where will I be at, what
are we doing and how you'll be disturbing me..
I really miss you, alot..


 
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(no subject) [May. 8th, 2009|10:24 am]
[Feelin | disappointed]
[Listenin to |I will be- Leona Lewis]

Thought that I can visit Baby today
But I was wrong, great disappointment..

There's nothing I could say to you,
Nothing I could ever do to make you see,
what you mean to me.
I will be all that you want, and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day,
and make everything okay.
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring.
But now I see, honestly,
you're the one thing I got right
Cause without you, I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want

Thats all what I want to say to you now
I love you, Baby =(


 
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(no subject) [May. 6th, 2009|11:32 pm]
[I'm @ |room]
[Feelin | okay]

Sorry for not updating for so long!
How time flies eh, 3 more days and it marks Baby's one month inside
I can't imagine it too, one month! So fast ley. But still very happy :)
If only tonight I sleep, wake up then it's Baby's day out already.
Ah think too much I know! Really break my heart alot to see you in
this situation. Take care of yourself inside kay baby!
I love you (L)!

Anyway, go to my Blogger's account to see
pictures and my daily updates! 
taste-ofperfection.blogspot.com.
Rmb to tag ogey!! ^^
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(no subject) [Apr. 24th, 2009|08:22 am]
[Feelin | content]

Happy first monthsary baby, although we can't celebrate tgt..
I just hope time will pass faster
Can't go to visit you today,not I don't wanna go =(
Really happy to see you yesterday! Whenever I thought of your smiles,
I'll smile to myself, even when I'm inside the train going back Amk
Even now when I'm typing, even when I'm sleeping
Eh no lah, sleeping how I knw I got smile anot, hehehezxsz
Faster sentence, don't do case, faster finish and come out kay baby!
mmuiizx llurbsx euus!

Edited/ 26 April!
Eh no don't faster sentence, slower sentence!! :D
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(no subject) [Apr. 22nd, 2009|03:11 pm]
[I'm @ |room]
[Feelin | depressed]

Awake, finally. I dreamt of baby just now...
He's fine and when he came over to meet me,
he ignored me. As in like didn't talk to me at all
until I ask him something! We're in a train and there's
some police who came up and let us smack a little, zzz!
I know my dream is damn weird, and everytime
if I sleep, I'll have a dream.. HAHAHA
I'll get to see dearest baby tomorrow alrd!! Hehehe
Love you!!!
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(no subject) [Apr. 22nd, 2009|03:00 am]
Hi! I've decided to blog at my previous blog,
taste-ofperfection.blogspot.com
I'll be updating here too! :D

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LACK OF NICOTINE, :( [Apr. 21st, 2009|10:50 pm]
[I'm @ |room]
[Feelin | lonely]
[Listenin to |是非题]


Without you around my life for merely 2 weeks,
it really seemed like you're away for months
I dreamt of you and when I woke up,
and everything I saw has something to do with you
My previous room, your stuffs, desktop, my phone
Really felt like crying now. I don't know whether to
bear with it or cry everything out.
Baby told me something which make me really happy just now..
He said he can't sleep well as he misses me every night


Fuck you, fuck him, fuck her, fuck everyone, hongkan lah.
Only know sister sister sister when happy or boring
Got place go, no need me then no need call me right
I know I shouldn't flare up over sucha small matter
I also don't knw why am I thinking so much now
Okay water tap is on now, bye.


 
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(no subject) [Apr. 21st, 2009|01:21 pm]
[I'm @ |room]
[Feelin | stressed]

Finally get to see my Baby today. But not face 2 face
Sigh, it tears me up inside to see that your leg's injured
Let's pray hard that your Grandma decides to help you
Let's wait for Thursday, then I'll be able to see you again!!
And baby, Friday is 24th our first monthsary! I ♥-♥- you!

 
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(no subject) [Apr. 20th, 2009|11:21 pm]








Will upload more photos when Cheek updates her blog!
 
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(no subject) [Apr. 20th, 2009|10:42 pm]
[I'm @ |room]
[Feelin | morose]

Sunday woke up around 5 Am and saw Cheek talking to me on Msn
Woke up, replied her and went back to bed to nua and msg-ed with her
Woke up around 8.30 and prepared. Meet Priscilla for breakfast
then went over to meet Michi and Cheek!
Trained over to Harbourfront and took the train to Sentosa
Ok, I know people go there bcos of the sun. But, I don't like it !!
I don't want to become so tanned.. But, aiya long long one time, hah
Slacked inside the pool with Priscilla while the 2 other girls continue
sun-tanning. Washed up, back to Vivo to eat then meet Raymond,
Limin and Jonathan at Hub. Slacked there while Samson and Co. come
and all I know was, entertaiment come already, ha ha!
Walked home and talked on the phone with some Aliens =)

Went to school today. Rather disappointed in someone?
Is there any difference even if I go to school?
Nope, there won't be any for you. Because you'll either be sitting
or talking with other people, leaving me alone sitting...
Recess, need to go down to canteen alone, then find my friends,
see where they're sitting. Ccb, like dog like that. _|_
I think most of the teachers are also losing hope in me already
Well, they won't understand how I'm feeling now :[
Anyway went home after school today. Crystal came over to my house
Waited for Limin and Jonathan come, then we ordered KFC ..
They left after awhile and I played Audition, watch Tv
Mum came back and we decided to do own cooking for dinner
Was blog-shopping from 8 Plus until now but nothing caught my eye
I can see my baby tomorrow already!!! But not face to face =/
And, less than 6 mins(!!!) of talk from what Crystal have told me, wtf =(
Gonna sleep soon, I'm really tired, shag and moodless nowwwww..
If baby's still around, Idk how happy I'll be now ='(
 
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